a Long, long... bolong

I was once told by a certain someone that

"If you think you like the girl and the girl likes you, then go for it"
(the best thing to happen?)

"If you think you like the girl and the girl doesn't like you, still go for it!"
(better fail than never huh?)

"If you think that you don't like the girl but the girl likes you, well flip a coin, head means yes, and tail means yes"
(whatever goes i guess?)

"If you think that you don't like the girl and the girl doesn't like you either! then don't go"

moral of the story, resolve your heart before going for it.

Here I go again

Now, I recalled an interesting bit of "wisdom" that a taxi driver once told me...

" Don't think that it's hard, it depends on your heart =)"

what do you think?

From to 2009 to 2010

I realized i haven't update this blog for a long time, but i didn't want to kill it. Anyhow, keeping things short let's see what resolution should I make for this year.
1. less junk food?
2. update the blog once a week
3. insert more food for thought
4. graduate by this year!
okay i think four is enough

anyway, today's food for thought is ... ... ...
alright, let's look at chinese family's tendency to "compare" A person to B person, and let out comments that say "hey u know that A's son/daughter is so smart? A's son has so and so and bla and bla". And mind this, apparently this only applies to from the higher authority figure to the lower. like from Mom/Dad to their children. Odd as it is, why cant we(the children) do it the other way round? like, "hey u know, A's dad/mom is so and so and bla and bla, B's parents are so x x x" but apparently we didn't do that, instead we say "oh i envy you so much T.T, switch parents please"

What do you think?

Nick Wij. I. Stress

Now note the title of this post. Yes, it's a ripped off a movie's title. No, i don't care of it as it is, as it clearly states the state of my mental state. I -> Stress

Now repeat after me, "I stress" yes yes, good work once more. Now now, no "!xo" infront of the word "I", yes yes. good job. I stress.

Now, being a psychology student, I have studied a number of cases of Stress disorder in my Abnormal Psychology class I suppose it's time to finally apply this knowledge into the current setting.

I shall not delve deep into the symptoms specific as recorded in DSM IV TR(or V in the near future), We shall simplify it using PPP model (Predisposing, Precipitating and Perpetual)
Let's start with it then
Predisposing Factor: Pre-existing Vulnerability. So this basically means that I have a vulnerability in certain areas/traits that will most likely causes me to be exposed to stress more than other people.... In this case? It's simply... Procrastination. Simple responses such as : "I am lazy", "I don't care"... -.-

Precipitating Factor: The recent triggering event. Now of this, it's a long story but this is one thing I could say. The triggering event build overtime. Just like how you collect water from a dripping well drop by drop, when the jar is filled and it overflows, BOOOOOM! This triggers my stress, in my case... the barring list -.-

Perpetual Factor: Perpetual literally means Eternal, Neverending, so what this means to a person having a stress is that there's something that is prolonging the stress, or prevent the person from solving the root of the problem leading to stress. Now i have not been able to identify this, however I know that I am currently under tremendous stress... I need to have a breather really bad.

Okay. Stop. Forget about stress. Refocus. Back to assignment.
Analysis discontinued.

Still alive, but barely breathing

The semester is picking its pace up... We're in the 6th week now and next week is the midterm. Things are piling up!! uik >< while more and more interesting new titles are coming out, animes, games and movies alike. Now I wish that we have 48 hours a day.

Anyhow, today's topic is the upcoming valentine.
Now as a little background. Valentine's day in a layman's term is practically a "romantic day" where one expresses his/her love... in this modern society, it occurs that men uses this day as an opportunity more than women. But nevermind with that, now what i want to point is that what's the difference between valentine's day and any other day to express your love/feelings?
A point to ponder. It's 6am now and im sleepy. I'll ponder about it while im sleeping. You ponder in whatever fashion u want, ok?